I have a trick I play on my brothers and sisters. It’s a mind trick. It’s probably not very nice, but it helps me. See I tell them I’ll take care of our mom. That way they can deal with all the Bernie stuff. Now I will admit telling my mom that her daughter passed away wasn’t the easiest thing in the world to do. But you know what it certainly got my mind off of my sister … But now my sister Maria is taking care of my mom I’ll be over there in a few hours. In the meantime I’ve been going to Facebook and looking at all the memories attorney that have been posted. And I’m still in shock.

So I’ll make her a website. Maybe that will get my mind off of it. Denial so easy when you keep busy. I’m not looking forward to when it hits me.